I am a very emotional person. Anyone that has ever met me will say this is true. Over the years I have learned how to be more attune with my emotions and how to appreciate these emotions and feelings that are very real (even if I’m the only one experiencing them) and how to control these emotions rather than have them control me. Today we are tackling the next question in our series: what am I feeling?
The answers to this question can and will vary depending on so many different factors. However, I believe practicing answering this question time and time again is essential to living in the most genuine fashion possible.
So how do I express what I am feeling? I will never forget my Professor in one of my first classes as a Master’s student at Regent University. She told us one day that we were never to use the phrase “feel like” again. She said if we used the word “feel” we needed to place a “feeling word” immediately after the word “feel”. So for example, if I said, “I feel like no one understands what I’m going through”, I would have to change that phrase to “I feel misunderstood”, etc. This exercise we practiced every single day at the beginning of each class and I am so grateful to my Professor for teaching us this valuable lesson.
I believe this activity was so powerful because a lot of us have an unhealthy relationship with feelings. Maybe we have been criticized by being “too emotional” or we believe we have to “be strong’ for others, or maybe we were not nurtured when we were young and thus have to deny our true feelings in order to be safe. Whatever the reason, we need to begin to work on our relationship with our feelings.
Let us start today.
What are you feeling?
I want you to choose the top three feelings you have been experiencing this week. This week I have felt anxious, restless, and unsuccessful. Once you have those three feelings you can begin to dissect them. Briefly write a sentence or two on why you are feeling that particular feeling.
Anxious: I have an irrational fear that I am doing something wrong and will get in trouble with the law. I want everything in my life to be okay.
Restless: Since I have not been working as much because of COVID-19, I have been more lazy than usual. I have been watching too much TV, spent too much time on my phone, etc.
Unsuccessful: I have applied to so many jobs since I have moved out here to TX (it’s been 10 months now) and I have gotten rejected by so many employers. I am not at a job that matches my level of education. I think I am at square one. I do not know where to go from here.
Now that we have dissected these feelings we can take action. Let me just say that even though my “feelings” were more negative than positive, it is okay and even great if you have positive feelings such as content, happy, joyful, etc. If you have these feelings that is amazing and I believe your action-step should contain praise to the LORD for these feelings and experiences. However, if you have more negative feelings this week, do not be hard on yourself. Accept your difficult feelings and let us move on to step three. Let us make an action plan. Like I said, if your feeling words were positive your action plan should include praise to the LORD, joyful singing, rejoicing with others, etc. My action plan is below.
Read what God has to say about my feeling(s)
Anxious:
“Cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you.” (1 Peter 5:7, ESV)
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.” (Philippians 4:6, ESV)
“So we can confidently say, “The LORD is my helper; I will not fear; what can man do to me?’” (Hebrews 13:6, ESV)
Restless:
“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.” (Matthew 6:33-34)
“Make the best use of the time, because the days are evil” (Ephesians 5:16, ESV)
Unsuccessful:
“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.” (Jeremiah 29:11, ESV)
“And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.” (Philippians 1:6, ESV)
Talk to God
God wants to hear what is on our hearts and minds. He already knows us but he wants us to draw near to him, to cry out to him, and to find peace in him. Turn your phone on silent, go into a room by yourself, and just talk to the God who made you, the God who knows you and the God who loves you no matter what feelings you are experiencing.
Make attainable goals for the upcoming week
Anxious: When I feel anxious I will pray before I do anything else.
Restless: when I feel restless I will make a to-do list and complete at least one task per day.
Unsuccessful: when I feel unsuccessful I will remind myself of the truth that God has a plan for me even if I do not see it yet.
These goals can be as simple or as extravagant as you would like them to be. Just make sure they are attainable or you will never succeed in changing these negative feelings into positive ones. If you have positive feelings, you can still create goals! (For example: when I feel grateful I will bless someone with an encouraging text or call, etc.)
Today was just a brief overview on how we can have a healthy relationship with our feelings but it is important to start engaging with your emotions and feelings. God created us with emotions for a reason. When we have a healthy relationship with our feelings we control them and glorify God through the good and the bad experiences. We do not need to wait until we are happy all the time. We can begin to draw near to God even when we feel discouraged, sad, and overwhelmed. We can use our feelings to be an example to others in the world. We have no reason to deny or hold on to our unwanted feelings because we have a God who cares about us and desires to heal, hold, and love us in the midst of our mess.